: deconstruction :

the favorite to win
expected to come in
can't believe the regret
don't know how we got here
never stole
never lied
never cheated
never cried
rewind? can't
reconstruct? a fervent wish

you were always one decibel quieter than my heart
i can't regret something I never had
so why do i?

a new beginning for you
new pictures, new tattoos
art is only valuable if it's honest

no childhood at all
images started chasing you, living inside of you
embroiled tales about broken families
very painful
something that you carried with you
but didn't really have the courage to have a conversation with him about...
definitely it hurt you and manipulated your personality

a traumatised actress on a self-destructive booze-and-drugs odyssey
simply using shock tactics for their own sake
the Heart is deceitful above all things
"Exit, persued by a Bear"