: rebuke pt 1 :

mistaking lust for love again
everything seems real and forever
at first blush
but when the slightest ripple
brings you back to reality
your fear of abandonment
will win out as it always has
as it always will
until you confront it
another heart broken
another year wasted
another part of your soul
lost forever
"they say breaking up
is hard to do"
but not for you
waking up is hard to do
your vanity keeps you under
with 50% power